Sunday, June 9, 2013 ; 12:34 AM
This is what today was like.
It's one of those nights, where I lay in bed thinking to myself, with friends, where do I really fit in? Who really knows me for who I am? Who can I call my bestfriend? Who will one day just leave me in the dust? Who really appreciates me for who I am and what I do? Who acknowledges my presence? Who will remember me as I am and not anything else? When will I stop asking these questions and be certain about the answers?
The answer unfortunately is never.
At some point in the future, I will fun myself asking myself these questions once again and the answers will still be the same. I really don't know.
Well I guess that's enough questioning, crying and feeling sorry for myself. I should just be grateful I even have friends now.